SO BEAUTIFUL

i wanted to upload photos, but then i got lazy. ha ha.

monday was the first day that i started to feel how crap felt like again. i went back to work. i kept telling myself its ending soon but soon never looked so far before. travelling is so much of a hassle! i hafta blend in with the rush hour crowd and sit the stuffy and cramped bus everyday to leave! ALONE somemore. everyone there stays in the east. tsk!

i can choose to take my aunt's car but she leaves LATE all the time! so instead of knocking off at 530, i'll knock off after 7pm.

boring okay. really very very ugh.

and then it becomes a routine and instead of being happy when 530 strikes, i feel so lethargic because i hafta go take the bus.

so besides all that (and the nonsense politics in loyang), i'm actually doing good.

i'm gonna pray that one of my friends will either be posted somewhere near where i'm at to work or that everyday, there'll be some kind fella who is in the vicinity. as pathetic as it sounds, i think i might need a go-home-together friend.

haha.